Dear Mom,
I would never remember…
When you hold me tight for more than 9
months before I was born,
or when you had sickness every morning
during pregnancy,
or when I felt excited and kicked you
and Pop would caress your pregnant bump,
or when you faced hell to give me birth.
I would not remember…
When I was sick and you swang my baby
body,
or when I felt sad and you sang me
lullabies,
or when I took my first steps and you
smiled and clapped,
or when I got my first bruise and you
nursed it tenderly.
I might not remember…
When I screamed at you because you did
not allow me to go with my friends,
or when I slammed the door after you
scolded me for coming home late,
or when I did not answer thousands of
your phone calls,
or when I shut myself at my room and
ignored you.
But, I did remember…
When my heart broke for the first time
and you just smiled at me, told me that I would fall in love few times before I
found my soulmate,
or when I got bad scores and you
lectured me how I wasted my potentials and talents,
or when I misbehad and you preached me
how I should take care of and appreciate my own self,
or when I felt heartsick and you hugged
me openly and warmly.
I still remember…
When I thought everything was falling
into pieces, you said that sometimes we have to demolish something before build
something new,
or when I got very angry, you just said
that someday I would understand why you did what you did,
or when I felt so lonely, you always
made me feel that I always have a place at home,
or when I thought I was a big girl now
then I realized that even big girls need their mama once in a while.
Mom, I am remembering…
That you have always been there, no
matter what,
You are here, right in my heart and in
my mind;
That you have always been my light when
darkness came,
You are standing there keeping the light
on, I always know my way home;
That you have always been my bestfriend,
You are my first bestie.
Mom, to the world, maybe you’re just a
mother,
But, to me, you are the world.
Selamat Hari Ibu, Mom.
I love you more than I can say.
Many kisses and big hugs,
Your only daughter XOXO